GOD.

who ever said that the journey in keeping up with GOD is easy, i will still say, i don't believe you.

 life in itself is crazy. like a rollercoaster full of ups and downs. people come and go even those who chose or we chose to stay either hurts us or was hurt by staying.


my journey with GOD was not an easy road to take. yeah i pray to HIM even as a kid but the real score in following HIM had been a bumpy ride.


He is up there and I am down here. i know things happen for a reason but there are some questions that are left unanswered. there are times when i needed HIS guidance and I still feel clueless. There are times that i know i am blessed but i still feel empty.


there are times when i wanted to talk to HIM BUT i feel so small. who am i to talk or demand to a BIG GOD?. how can i ask SOMEONE THAT POWERFUL to help someone as weak as i am. how can i ask someone as RIGHTEOUS as GOD to forgive a sinner like me...


well. like any movement goes, all it takes is a little step...
these are the steps that i formulated (based on experience)


1. acknowledgment- of an "unconfessed sin" that is lurched in our hearts. this is the blockage to our prayer time with GOD.
2. acceptance- that we did something wrong and that we have to face the consequences of our actions.
3. repentance.- saying sorry and being firm in not doing it again.
4. forgiveness- savoring the moment of talking with GOD and knowing better on how to avoid sinning.
5. living again.- it is written in the bible that when we genuinely asked for forgiveness and repented, GOD throws away our sins to the deepest part of the ocean. if GOD did that, who are we to find faults against ourselves again?... 


well. i dont know where to start or if this is the best way to start but NOW IS THE RIGHT TIME TO TALK TO GOD. :)


HE knows you. your hopes, your dreams, your aspirations. your failures your achievements, your strengths and weaknesses. HE KNOWS YOUR NEEDS AND HE WILL GLADLY MEET THEM...