bye Drew, Hello Stephen

bye drew, hello stephen.

DISCLAIMER: Drew and stephen came from Taylor swift's songs, Teardrops on my guitar and Hey Stephen.

So Drew is the bestfriend that you have loved for years now. You are close, sweet and all that but he loves another girl. This is the common heartbreak for every girl (or guys out there). Sometimes it gets me thinking on why do we usually fall to those who are close to us. Is it because we get to know them better that makes us fall deeper or is it because we are not given the opportunity to be sweet or close to the ones we really love or admire.

well, i guess the second thought is rebuttable. We all have a choice. maybe falling for that someone is not a choice but staying in love is. We could have easily chose not to be this close and exert an effort to be close to whom we really love but here we are, not that we are stuck but we are enjoy sticking around with this person. 

It is like, effortless to be sweet and close. Its like the magic of love makes us do things unexplainable and unexpected for this person.. the only catch is that, well you are bestfriends. you may be the best but you are only a friend.

maybe that's why loving Drew is difficult. One moment he is sweet, enough to make you think that finally, he can see me and he loves me. One moment, he'll tell you he loves another girl, totally not like you. Loving Drew is like a ride in a roller coaster, full of ups and downs, loops in between. No assurance, just companionship and friendship. Its like being in a mall and someone asked you to hold her very expensive LV Bag where people walking my assume that its yours. The sad part is you know its not yours and you are just asked to hold it for a moment. I love you Drew but what can I do but to accept the fact that, its not that you are blind and you can't see me... its just that, you saw me and you decided to look for another. 

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hello stephen.

hey stephen.

i can give you fifty reasons why i should be the one for you. all this other girls well they are beautiful but would they write a song for you.

loving Stephen is sooo easy. He stands out in the crowd and i have never seen someone like him. I got the chance to be close to him and years after, the magic never faded. I still love him despite everything. Right now, I guess i learned to skip the drama that he does not love me as much as i love him but a little punk in my heart tells me to hope for the best. the little punk tells me to enjoy the moment and be free to show how much i love him. its not right to count or measure love because no one can justify the measurement. 

Drew and Stephen is just one guy. One guy that I have loved for years. He didn't change, our relationship is still the same. What changed was my perspective of our relationship.

we all have a choice. to be absorbed in the never ending emoness of not being loved in return or simply enjoy the moment nd be thankful of being given the chance to be close to the ones we really love. 

and so i love you Stephen. I know you know it already and we are happy the way things are. This makes our relationship special. :)